hAiz...why didn't i study harder ??! why am I still slacking at this point of time ??! Why did I do so badly ??! Why am i still not motivated to study ??! why..why..why.. I regret not studying harder. I have wasted away time to study. And time is running out. If i don't get to studying now, my hope to going poly will be gone. totally gone. And i'm not going to let this chance of poly slip pass me. i'm going to use this june holidays to study..study...study... Only left with this few months. Work hard for just a few months more and i will be FREE ~!
Guess what I received yesterday and today. SCOLDINGS. yes, scolding..because of my results. Daddy said i wasn't studying hard enough. He said last time I would sit down and study for hours and now he doesn't see me doing that. He said " this kind of results you want to go poly arx ??! You better study hard. See ! your teacher say u don't have motivation to study. Why ??! Why ??! Why your results so bad. Your science and maths pull you down so much. I'm not happy with your results you know. Study during the holidays. See your results...still want to go camp arhx...blah...blah...blah...Mummy said alot too. Now for the worst Daddy said " no more internet. You better cut down on using the internet."
Was at school the whole of today. Daddy send me to Mac near my school. Chit-chat with my friends. Ate my breakfast. Then, walked to school..was late.Principal scolded. The whole class was present so she refused to give out the results slips. She talked alot of crap. Couldn't understand some of the things she said. But anyway she finished her 'talk' fast. After that, head on to do science practical. Chemistry was fun. But physics was blehx~! My experiment was unsuccessful. Don't know what went wrong. And was quited frustrated. While we were finishing our experiment, 5n3 was outside waiting to get into the lab. Not the mad girl shouted into the lab "eh...do so slow arx...you all not pai seh we waiting for you all to finish arx ??" And my class boys started to scolded her. hehex~! Don't understand why she like to ask for trouble. In the end, our teacher scolded her. Straight after that went for dnt. was not very productive in my dnt work. And as usual, only ying, geoky and me went. hehex~!
Guess where i went yesterday [>.<] Orchard to watch movie with bunny. hehex~! Not going into details of how we spend our time together. hehex~! just two words. sweet..sweet...sweet...sweet....sweet....sweet....nervous...nervous...nervous. [^.^] And one more good thing, i can go for church camp. woah~!!!! It's going to be good. hehex~!
*pRiNcEsS* [>.<]
hmMmm...I seriously don't know what to type now. Yesterday, was quite a stressful day for me. But the stress is all over now. pHew~! it's like putting a big heavy stone down. hehex~! And now after putting the stone down, i feel much much better. In fact, i feel very happy and nervous now. Couldn't get to sleep. My mind was spinning and filled with thoughts. hehex~! Maybe i should calm down abit and go study hard for my chinese. hehex~!
Was at Tampines mall yesterday with ying and geoky. Eating Dim Sum. hahax~! sounds funny. Imagine three students going into a resturant and making so much noise. Laughing all the way and debating on everything. hahax~! so funny !
While we were in school, we had to clean the classroom. Felt really like a cleaner. hehex~!! But it was fun, as we were actually playing around. Great class i have. But we were quite angry today, coz our english teacher lied to the HOD that she asked us to pass up the big tonne of homework after the hols. It wasn't what she told us ! she excepted us to hand it up within two days. Don't understand why she wants to lie. confused. She even scolded the other class who complained about her..backstabbers and idiots. ???! Are teachers allowed to scold the students that ???!! Anyway, our class has written a letter to the HOD and I'm going to see what will happen when we get back to school.
*pRiNcEsS* can't wait for tml
peeps~! I'm finally back to blog. just changed my blogskin and da music too. Kinda of like this skin. My life now is well. O level chinese is coming in 6 days. Have to aim n score well. Don't want to continue studying chinese already. Shall get it over and done with. hehex ! It's not that i hate chinese, in fact i enjoy learning chinese alot. Just want to focus on my other subjects. My grades are bad. Got to work extra extra hard. well, that's studying life.
Guess this few days my friends in school have to suffer. hehex ! coz I will "fa hua chi" this few days. I don't know how to translate it to english. hahax ! School is boring as usual. we had to watch the hitler movie in the hall. Blehx ! I fell asleep towards the last part. too tired. Yesh ! I'm a pig.
Anyway, about my "fa hua chi" part. I know i am not suspose to do that. Right now, I just one to let go. Stop thinking. I always end up getting hurt. It's always a one side thingy. Don't want to go through it anymore. I want to get out of it. But I just can't stop thinking.
*pRiNcEsS* can't stop thinking
Changed my blogskin. decided for a long time . I added the "beauty and the beast" song into my blog. I don't why. Suddenly had the urge to hear this song again. tHis song will be kept as the best song in my heart of my teenager years. This song was the song I performed on stage when i was in choir. Remember...I was only secondary three. To me behind this song lays a painful memory. A memory that can't be explained in words. A memory that left scars in my heart.
The memories when i was learning this song in choir. The things I went through. It was painful yet wonderful. Holding hands. Laughing. Crying. Talking on the phone. Messaging through the phone. Thou they not gone, they are in this song.
This was a secrect. I never did told anyone. It hurts till now. But I have learned to forget and carry on with my life. Stucked at that point while others have already proceeded. It was a wishful part of me.
*pRiNcEsS* very personal memories.
yo~! peeps! phew! mid-year is over. Just going to relax for a while than i have to start studying again. overall all the papers were quite okay! except for some ! arghHhhh! did not finish my physics paper 2. I totally screwed up that paper. well, but it's over. shall not think about it so much. guess where i went yesterday ???? wahaha! wild wild wet!!!!!!!! cool rite??! it was so fun. I love the children pool most. jean loved the family ride so much that we went for that ride 4 times. hahax! Yvonne, Jean and me went like turning black half-way. dotz! my whole body aches now. and I am "chao da". wahahax! hope my sunburns not going to feel pain. blehx! It's kinda of red now. we spend almost 5 hours inside there. oh! we went for the wave pool also. but I didn't quite like it because I had to keep clinging on to the stupid float. which made my hands so pain. blehx! and I couldn't sit for some rides as i was wearing t-shirt. the person saod i would get stuck in the ride if i wore the t-shirt down. I was quite angry thou. The management said t-shirt were allowed and I couldn't sit for some rides. They didn't say that. IT'S SO UNFAIR !!! why didn't they just don't allow t-shirts inside ! DUMB !!! well, I shall go complain to the stupid managment. the are just CRAP ! Anyway, I maybe going with mum n dad to Aranda for a swim, gym and suana. hehex ! maybe with Ying ! yea! gonig to update my pics up again. hahax ! tata !
*pRiNcEsS* will blog when i can.
o.O yeps! had my first mid-year paper today. It sucked. I wasn't prepared. When i got the paper, i thought so hard for inspiration. I wasted so much time on drafting until i had 1/2 hour to write my finally piece. I practically rushedthrough the whole paper. I didn't even have enough time to count the words. crap! why they give so little time. blehx ! anyway, i finished the paper, so it doesn't matter and it's over ! no use crying over spilled milk~
Ended school at 1230. Went home with the bandong club. As usually, we crap alot. Reached home at 1 plus. took a bath and went down to grab my lunch. slurps! love the "hor fun" and "fries". lolx! Spend my afternoon, studying a little and sleeping. hehex ! yes! I'm a pig. But I was very tired. woke up and studied again. After that jess came over to my house to join me. sucks~don't know what to write. shall stop here! hehex!will update when i have something more interesting.
*pRiNcEsS* Don't know what to write
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